I Failed

I failed in SIMAK and SMUP tests.

I saw SMUP result first. It was supposed to be announced on May 4th, at 00.00. I waited for one hour but then the website told us that there was some technical problems. I felt more nervous. They said it will be announced the next day. So we waited for it again until midnight but the website still had problems.. ZZZZZ!

So i went to bed. And in the morning............. I read Gyska's text, telling me that they had announced the result.. I took my laptop, connecting it with my modem, and open the website. While my browser loaded it, I wished, I prayed. But when I saw the result....

"PESERTA NO UJIAN 4100200535 TIDAK LULUS SMUP 2010 JENJANG S-1"

I.... Freezed. I felt like crying but I bore it.. I shut down my laptop and went to my bedroom, locked the door.

Yeah.. I cried all day. I felt useless.

But thank God, I have my friends and my parents who keep supporting me.

So, when SIMAK result was announced, and I failed again, I tried to make myself sure that it's okay, I can find another way to go there.

I hope I can make it in the next chance!!!